I am moping tonight
it is her birthday
I should say
I don’t care
but I do
so
Happy Birthday
my former lover
may all your
dreams come true
I can not be
a part of you
any longer
but
I wish all the best
for you
Monthly Archives: October 2012
Baby
ok baby,
I can’t get you by internet,
and I can’t get you by phone
just want to let you know
if you die on me tonight
I am going to kill you
allan
Be OK
hello to my lover who is so far away
there is something that is making us so blue today
it is not anything to do with our love `cause that’s true
from my heart to my soul it all belongs to you
but there is a change in the air, and we both know it’s true
it is not us, so it must be the air that is making us blue
the atmosphere is changing, there’s a storm on the way
the barometric pressure is dropping, or rising, or staying the same
but the storm is a big one and she has a hold on me
telling me to remind you that this happens to us just the same
so hold on my dear, hold on tight, the air will play it’s game
with us tonight, be strong, be free, be my lover for me
as I will do the same for you, just hold me, tell me, be with me tonight
and somehow, someway, that alone will make everything ok
Now It’s Her Turn
I see no fool in my book of reason
some old ho that’s tired of teasin
all her life’s been spent just pleasin
now it’s her turn to be the one
always, always she was there
gettin fucked and pullin hair
always wonderin what to wear
now it’s her turn to be the one
in and out of the ties that bind
the scars were always so aligned
never able to unwind
now it’s her turn to be the one
wondering what was to be thrown
from the kitchen or of his own
pain never mattered could hold her own
now it’s her turn to be the one
other loves she held so dear
so took flight like the damn killdeer
left her with more pain than fear
now it’s her turn to be the one
tears could flow more times than not
wanting waiting not knowing her spot
any chance just led to whatnot
now it’s her turn to be the one
There is more here than I even know
I’m in no rush finding out slow
I am not any superhero
now it’s her turn to be the one
I will take her to the highest heights
show her love through my sweet sights
let her glow like the great moonlights
now it’s her turn to be the one
What Do I Want
what do I want
what do I want
out of one
out of one
into another
into another
my little lover
my little lover
no doubt
no doubt
do I have
do I have
nor she
nor she
happiness
happiness
she tries to prove
she tries to prove
no need
no need
I already know
I already know
I love you so
I love you so
Depressed
depression stopped by for a visit today
it has done me no favors by saying hello
“just wanted to see how you were getting along”
*snicker*, gee thanks now… just go away
Cupcakes?
Awoke to a phone call this morning, I’ll call it a friendly wake up call, and it was perfect timing, without it I certainly would have been late. But, as I was talking to to her I realized that I had been woken from a dream, a dream that was taking place at a `Cupcake Festival’. Yup, you heard me correctly, a cupcake festival. I have never heard of one before but there we were, strolling up and down the isles, each table had different cupcakes made and designed by the person at the table, and each one different than the next. There were cupcakes with powdered sugar, different frosting’s, different icings, some had characters on them, like there was a table that had Gumby and Pokey designs in the icings. There were others that had Snow White figures stuck into the cupcake, some were shaped like apples, others oranges, and each cupcake was a different color! There was even one shaped like a kiwi fruit!
As we were walking through I realized that my lady was very interested in how they were made, what kind of flour’s were being used to create the different textures of the cupcakes. She would get into lengthy conversations about them, their style, were they using a muffin tin, or paper or aluminum cup holders. I was listening to someone tell her that they actually hung their cupcakes upside down while baking so that all of the `goodness’ did not sink to the bottom. as she was interested in the how, I was very interested in the different icings, actually running my finger through the different ones to see how they tasted and giving the creator my approval, or in some cases not. I would try different icings at the same time to create different flavors on my finger and give the cupcake chiefs different ideas for them to use…
Then, the phone rang and I awoke to my baby’s voice saying `good morning…’