Don’t Ask Me Why

don’t ask me why but
I ended up on wwns today
haven’t been there for a long time
and I read a few choice ones
and cried


I’m excited
I feel the blood running through my veins
I’m scared
I’m afraid of what this might be
I’m anxious
I have a friend that says “look it up”
I’m depressed
I have been this for way too long
I’m happy
that it will be
I’m crying
I will get to see
I’m dying
I know but aren’t we all
I’m needy
I’m lonely
I’m sorry
for it should have never gone this way
I’m home…