I Did It!

Oh yea, I did it last night…
I proposed to my best friend
and she said yes!
Now to find a way that
we can make this work
for nothing in this life
can make me happier…

I so fuckin love you girl

tears, hugs, and kisses…
Lets Go!

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I Wonder if I Can

ok, so lets move on
I lie
I have been a liar for
most of my life
I was raised by a liar
and I always knew when
he was
I saw this and I didn’t want
to be this way, but…

the first thing, I think, to help
is to stop lying, which is
pretty much impossible

the next thing would be that
as soon as you tell a lie
tell the person you just lied to
that
you lied…
and duck when she throws the punch

there… its done, you told a lie
and admitted it before it turned
itself into a whole series of lies
boom
done
clean
what a fuckin concept

I wonder if I can do that

Just Some Words

so what do you say when the world goes crazy
when everyone around you seems so lazy
and your mind is stuck in nothing but hazy
like drowning in a sea of endless jacuzzi

I want to know more but keep learning less
my time on this world just tells me to guess
the more I try seems like a bigger mess
and all I have left is something to compress

I am feeling trapped in my own creation
like a teacher holding me back for detention
or my outwardness squashed by depression
I could use a little accommodation

so scratch my back and tickle my toes
and find some peeps to call my beaus
my numbers are fading and this I knows
so call on the stars to throw me some virgos

A Sigh

a sigh I say before I cry
and tell the tale of why I try
to battle myself just to say
I live again in my heart felt way
I romanticize in my solo dreams
wondering why my body screams
of dying, and trying, with crying
of all the years that past denying
will the just come around while I
am diving or will I just end up dying
for the need, the want, the desire
of you