Getting Closer…

new friends are old
old friends are gone
the shoes are in the trash

as soon as I am gone
old stuff goes away
to be replaced by nothing

enough already
lets make the move
get it done and move it on out

whatever’s left we shall talk
whatever’s not we shall toss
and us… we’ll see in a year, she says

I already know

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sarachild

to my dear sarachild to whom I do not know
it is I, allan and I would like to tell you
that I understand what you say,
and the feelings that you say them with
and yes, I know, there aren’t many
your writings tell me so but please,
may I say and also let you know
that I too have felt no pain
and actually nothing at all

I don’t know what they tell you
or what your prognosis is
but with myself it seemed to say to me
come on back, the hard way
now, don’t get me wrong
for I am not saying it will
all I am saying is that I know
what your ‘non pains’ can do
for I my dear sarachild
have been there too

if you ever need to talk
I offer myself to you
and you should know
we share a friend
one that I love so
but now I write for you
and say I can relate more than others
for I have been yet am not any longer
with the no pain brothers

sarachild be strong with
the strength you can muster
write more when you can
your emotions come through
show the ones who care
how you actually feel
let them, let us share with you
and let your heart be bare

your soul is strong
that’s why you’re here
relax your spirit and let it share
in the light, the storms, the fears
you may come through, we need to see
no matter what, be it in tranquility

sarachild I await your word
for what you care to do
say hello
or pass it by
it is totally up to you
just know my support is there
your writings have shown your cares
and mine, well…
they are just there
but now I write for you
and hope that my support will do

The Fighter

the fighter fights
the lack of wins
the lack of losses
with all his kins

the fighter fights
the jealousy of hims
the act of gambling
the empty tins

the fighter fights
the rage within
the tack of holding
it all in him

the fighter fights
the flashes he sees
the punch that sends him
down to his knees

the fighter fights
the angry crowd
what self esteem
when they yell so loud

the fighter fights
been knocked in the head
too many times
but yet, is not dead

the fighter fights
and always will
till the end of the game
they throw in the fill

the fighter fights
he fights for love
so tighten the strings
on that other glove

the fighter fights
wants no more
than to be in her bed
with love on his sore

Truth

truth is so hard
you tell it and people listen
then react

truth is so hard
you never know what to expect
when they react

truth is so hard
it feels proud to tell and then
they react

truth is so hard
no one really wants to hear it
when they react

truth is so hard
why can’t they just accept it
and not react

truth is so hard
I listened to it, knew it was true
and still had to react

I Have Fought

I have fought the three from day one,
I have been called your wet dream
I have been called a lire
I have been called a serial killer
I have been called a man to fear
the one that has not enough time
the one to hate
the stealer
the one that will never understand

excuse me but…

will you just tell them I am in love with you
and all else that get said is just in their minds

mine just says yes

 

 

 

No Changes

no changes, no lies…
no one ever said love would be easy
and ours we know has some difficult issues tagging along
but love it is and love you I do
and my one…
we are not dead yet…
so, let us go and carry this through
travel with me till the end
let us prove that we are true
to all the ones that aren’t
let them say how wrong they were
and apologize to your soul
for we are it, and have been before
and quite possibly will be again
the truth will prevail
and that we have
the honesty of love, the tears of our hearts
and the love of our souls

Trio

I feel that I will never have what I want
when all I want is you
I feel that I will never have what I want
when the three want you too
I feel that I will never have what I want
when all the time you can see
I feel that I will never have what I want
the one thing that is aching me
I feel that I will never have what I want
my heart, my soul, my body
I feel that I will never have what I want
want only you
I feel that I will never have what I want
and so do they
I feel that I will never have what I want
and they bring heartache and pain
I feel that I will never have what I want
and all I have to offer you
I feel that I will never have what I want
is my love…