Fuckin ‘el

Depression and over thinking will lead trouble every time…



I am in the heart of pain
brought on by myself
yes dear,
you can say no to me
it may make my life a lot easier
I think about you always
I want to feel you
next to me
but all I feel is
someone else and me about
to fail at lifes lessons
and tragities
welcome heartache
welcome home

Rabbit Hole

I’m going down the rabbit hole
with a patch over my eye
to cover up the feelings
I have so deep inside
what reason do I have
to just sit here and cry
when I would rather just die
or maybe go somewhere
where no one knows
and hide the pains I feel
or go where everyone knows
and just accept their prose