there is too much on my mind
it is love mostly
when it should be everything else



I am in the heart of pain
brought on by myself
yes dear,
you can say no to me
it may make my life a lot easier
I think about you always
I want to feel you
next to me
but all I feel is
someone else and me about
to fail at lifes lessons
and tragities
welcome heartache
welcome home

She Likes My Sex

I am worried
worried about a woman that says
she has turned into a sex fiend
and for that, I am being blamed
she likes my sex
but I don’t dare take her
to where my sex wants to be
she is very sensitive and
pain will not be for her
she likes my sex
but I am not satisfied
I am happy for her
but me… I need more
I have discovered with a former lover
that I need some form/s of pain
how much I do not know
but yes I do need
the former, btw I am still in love with,
and always have been and always will be
knew, spotted it early on and was carefully
taking me there, but
we are apart now, not for much longer I hope
but apart we are
so I am teaching my woman about her nails
how to take bites without bleeds, and kisses
to places she has never been
but still, I am not satisfied
and only will be, can be, want to be
with one
and she knows who she is…
she likes my sex