Unbelievable but true, I came across a blog yesterday that I felt knew what I was and have been feeling since the whole story began. I replied to the site letting the owner know so, we replied back and forth and finally her last one said this:
Hey AL? I’m never letting go of the people I love – they are in my cells and part of my soul – I breathe them in every time I I take a breath for myself. You can’t let go – never, ever. So instead – let it scab over – like a sore…like a blister on your heart from unaccustomed wear. You will always have a hard part – a portion of skin that is less flexible – is in fact immovable – but tough. Keep love there. It is the stronger skin. Be well, M.L.
Jeezus Fuckin Christ M. L. how the fuck did you learn this? You may have just saved my soul. Thank you…
If I may ask you this question: who are you?